surprises are lovely. yesterday i got three cds full of new music and a bag of coffee from my favorite male coffee partner. then it was home to find that clare's flight had been cancelled. this meant she stayed with me. we are like sisters. i remember running around in our underwear giggling. throwing on trench coats and flip flops to go smoke in the rain. but when i woke up she was gone and i had dreamt the last bit. but not without leaving a kids card about moving. fantastic. and then josh is coming this weekend. it might prove to be an exciting birthday afterall.
top three people i am missing (in no particular order): chris. jordan. jeff.
there are good things. like three stories i have to climb daily. and five blocks to the station. i haven't used my car in almost two weeks. i wish i only had to pay for it when i used it. and work people are nice. and young. and diverse. and some of their names are funny. some end in drug references. others are famous characters from books. some i have had crushes on already. i blame that on childhood. for whatever reason i picked jim as a name. and now every time i meet a jim/james i think maybe i was psychic at a young age. unfortunately i didn't pair down my selection to an exact geographical location. and there is a screenplay. and rezas. and the beach. and sunlight earlier. there is more space. a bay window for kitty. time to read on the train.
there are bad things. you are not here and i miss you.
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