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lately i've been people watching. i've decided i want a voice recorder. my brain is overactive and i want to put that to good use. it's provided realizations and/or growth.

example one.

baby's hands taste really good. this i have come to conclude. it's not about teething or looking cute. they taste good. is that so weird? baby's breath smells good. is it a stretch? i think their feet taste pleasant, but not good. plus they're harder to put into a mouth.

example two.

i saw the saddest thing ever on the train last night.
an older man was reading on the train. he was reading intently. what caught my eye wasn't that he was reading, but rather what he was reading. and the fact that really he wasn't reading. he had a rounder from a grocery store with all the week's sales. he was looking at the food longingly. like how someone with a full belly would look at a travel magazine. and somehow be transported. his eyes were eating the specials and he didn't care how hungrily he read in public. it was both sweet and terribly sad.

example three.

i've been smiling much more than normal. one time c told me that smiling comes from the apes. walking towards each other at a distance, not knowing if it was towards something friendly, they beared their teeth. and then when i t was someone/something friendly, they relaxed their mouths which formed a smile. and i'm wondering if the reason that i'm smiling so much isn't due to the fact that i don't know who is friendly and who is not. someday i will walk to the train looking angry. i prefer the former.