it's been a while since i've written. chalk that up to a number of things. visitors. agendas. working on ben's thesis. lots. i really need to do this again though as i think it provides clarity...or at least down the road. july has come early this year. i'm in my transitional phase. thinking about relationships and my job. and where i am in life...and where i'm headed.
last weekend dad visited with j. it was weird. it took a long time to get into the swing of things and to feel comfortable. and just about the time that happened...he left. the meeting of his friends + daughter was different than expected. she's actually pretty cool. i'm surprised. i've decided that dad and friends have taken up strange hobbies in an effort to get out of the house and consequently away from the wifies. dan's effort is by far the most impressive 2,000+ daffodils planted in a star of david formation. his wife #? must be the worst of the bunch. which is a tough task. wonder if they mean to be competitive about things like that. most materialistic goes to...
and there are other fronts...i talked to dad about moving. abroad. and it's weird because s-- talked to his dad about moving to israel. and that sounds adventurous to me. something i might do. logistically nothing has been worked out. and even though i've tried to stay a distance...i always in the end end up falling. i think my worst enemy is sleep. julia roberts doesn't kiss on the mouth in pretty woman...i should stop sleeping with other people.
and part of me wonders if a week from now...when i read this...if i'll be shaking my head. let's hope not. it's time for something to go right. really right.
