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sometimes life can throw things at you that are hard to digest. i'm not an emetophobe, but it's rare i throw things back that the world deals me. today i tried desperately to gain a lot of control on the big adult parts of my life, only to feel like the part of an experiment in others. i'm so confused. i know what i want for so many things now--things i didn't before. where i want to travel. what i want to make. who i'm friends with. what i want to do with my time. but i feel terribly unbalanced. a flamingo is gregarious in nature, but it can only stand on one leg for so long.
