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my longest lasting relationship has been over 28 years...possibly less depending on what you count. our first private date probably entailed something mushier than the corniest love letter of all time. we believed in labels then. it's all we had. without them we wouldn't have had a clue what we were doing.
lately i've realized just how deep a friendship this relationship is. how it is always there for me. always comforting. it can be good, but it so often is the bad friend that tells me what i want to hear. encourages me to go out and party. to live life in excess. and then repent.
it is only recently that it's really dawned on me that although this was my first relationship. probably my biggest one. that not everyone has loved food in the same way. they don't lust after it. take pictures of it. dream of it in different combinations. i almost never see movies twice in the theater. never. but i saw ratatouille twice. it's amazing. fantastic.
just now i cheated on my boyfriend. after work i met my love and brought him home. spread him out and ravished him. i've joked i'd trade sex for brillat-savarin. it's 75% fat but i haven't felt this 100% happy in such a long time. oh.
