..::sparkle and fade::..

to sever is severe. it is the first day at work where i am still expecting an email and yet knowing it will not be there. it is the little things i miss most. the things that were right. were great.

perhaps it is better not to talk for a while. but it is most certainly not easier.

it takes time for things to sink in for me. for me to accept them. i have been swallowing a lump all day. it is only appropriate that i got a random photo gig and that in under an hour i will be behind the lens looking at scars and thinking of my own.